Love you Mum 思念母親

My foster mum passed away on 12 March 2009 at age of 83. I feel extremely sad. I can't describe how pain my heart.

Every morning, when I see her face, I just want to cry. No one can understand me.
I am very down and feel my world has end. I just hopelessly live in the world.
Mum, I love you, I can't bear the pain and loss.
Buddha blesses you forever. Love you mum.

Mussels 青口

In the UK, if you are not behave self like a British, you can eat all seafood in raw. Today is Chinese boat racing festival, I can't have stick dumpling in the UK, so I walked alone beach to pick up mussel from sea fence in Bacton. It is quite tough particular in all rough shell covered. After two hours 'hard working', I finally got around 2kg mussels. I am sorry for the Queen as I didn't get her permission to her sea.
My husband doesn't like any seafood. So, the only thing for me is to hidden it and eat quietly. laughing.
Be honest, this is the first raw seafood since I stayed here in 2007. I feel sad and hopeless for all food in this country. Hope this is a light for my variety.

Burying Hong Kong 沉落香港

I watch and listen HK news everyday whatever I am in HK or not. However, recently, I am very disappointed with all changes in HK which result me feeling bad and I think Beijing and HK gov are destroying HK's unique and future. Just sad all HK's policies are interfered by the under table black hands -some kind of Chinese ???!!!. What can I do?
So, I decided not to listen and watch any HK news and just to bury my heart away from HK.
It will be no more HK in the world soon.
Buddha blesses HK's future. I love HK.